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enfin

by emily eek

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sunscope Enfin is an open window, a dusty road, a lost letter, an exhale. An incredibly moving, honest, special project. Very glad it exists (thankuthankuthanku) Favorite track: in the morning.
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stir and untangle head lifting hot salty nose pouring to pillow memories plans and fear start up immediately like compulsive cars on a track peel paws from bottle neck latch on to whatever close foot in mouth and roll around waiting for a bell waiting for a bell waiting for a bell to interrupt me last night this morning while back pedalling i'll cut my calf on a disk like a dinner plate all the muscles and tendons reinterpret the hold they had on my one lucky bone the whole body's an elaborate set of wet souvenirs propped up on a sill waiting for a bell drying up under the gaze of passerby waiting for a bell waiting for a bell waiting for a bell to come and fuck/interrupt me
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worthy 04:49
i'm not a poet i got that literal speak my message aint cryptic i'm inconsistent week to week my body knows it when something isn't safe therefore i knows it even when i can't see straight my belly is round and its soft and it always will be i need help getting off when i'm alone my brain won't break just cuz we fuck a lot don't mean we ask for it i'm worthy we're worthy i'm worthy we're worthy when i say i'm tired its not that i'm sleepy its being worn out from making sense of why theres all this hurting i got ideas they're big and they're brave-y collaborate with me o! thats what sustains me
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you're all dimensions angles and light with your olive oil shotglass medicine tonight its kickinghorse time tiles on the floor reminiscent of bored games played them before sometimes the shapes that i make with my tongue they remind you of snakes and you pack up and run you take my clothes of your body is bare standing up by the window with the smoke in your hair so peel off the work day scrub at the grease or just leave it and anoint me leave it rub herbs into me
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caro 05:52
i can't write out this poem
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lady you are loved by somebody i know i make my bread in the morning and i can't tell if you move fast or slow try to make my bed in the morning the road is raw and i done fell i make amends in the morning won't a fever come and break my spell i wish it dead in the morning imposing on the men i take we fuck to leave in the morning yes i use flesh to carry me to sleep damn me to hell in the morning one piece of pie one glass of milk there's normalcy in the morning a vacant space no spots to fill i check the gate in the morning
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you leave town so frequently that i can't follow i don't pine but i do wonder when you come home how we'll feel for one another i miss your apartment its smaller than mine its quiet except those big trucks groan past a dawn i can't help it but think about the women you've been with before me taking it day by day but i know someday we'll be gone from each others hearts i've been laundering all your things of lace and they're covered in mould it seems waiting to send them on a greyhound bus to get to vancouver i'll get to vancouver well i got another honey on the internet writing to me and we i got another honey lives up north in the city and we i got another honey and she makes fig jam makes me coffee you're my honey and i'm like bread in the morning you're like honey and i'm like bread in the morning you're like
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this is a closing project. to wrap up 8 years in montreal. to give credit to the experiences that drove me to depths and highs that put me on the path i'm on.

by sharing these songs i am letting them go. accepting their unfinishedness and hoping they may bring a little feeling of closeness somewhere within you.

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released May 15, 2018

album art by Tamira Raziel Al-Kahina

lurleen lumpkin tribute by Garish

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